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18 Dec My bones ached as I crawled up from my bed. We gonna step in the restaurant for the first time today, and we are so going into it! My mum invited me for a breakfast at New Chor Kee, which is located across the street. I picked up my motorbike and ramped all the way there, where I almost hit a car. My mum followed her friend, left me behind. Immediately after my breakfast, I ramped all the way back to LRT station, leaving my bike by the road side, locked of course. I made it in time today. Everyone was excited, but I couldn't see Fish in sight, I thought she's late or something. I felt a little disappointed, well. We had a little problem, the restaurant is STILL NOT READY YET! Okay, let's move our buttocks up to Berjaya University again! There, we FOH practiced on our P.O.S system, while the BOH practice their cuttings and learn how to handle chemicals. It was so boring! Especially when Fish is not around, if she's around, I would enjoy at least a little, well, yo...

Hancock Have you guys watch this show, I believe you did, it's really old actually. You should watch it if you have not. I love this story! The loneliness of Hancock somehow triggered my thoughts. I wonder if Jesus had that thought in His mind too when He was persecuted. People with greater ability tends to have greater responsibility. "Great power comes great responsibility" quoted from Spiderman. But when people you saved start to forsake you, hate you, does not accept you, loneliness comes. The feeling is unbearable. What was His feeling when He was on the cross? I wonder if He, for a moment, felt lonely?

17 Dec Today was the biggest practical joke! Those contractors were late again! We were suppose to "invade" the restaurant by today. I brought extra shirt, so eager just to clean up the restaurant and start business right away! Grr, but Jeffrey came with a bad news! We were off for the day! WTF! We came all the way here just to......Fish was like "Huh~~~!" Daniel didn't seem happy after all, in the end, nothing else that we could do. Just to cheer us up, Daniel told us to get a free coffee at Starbucks! Gosh! FREE COFFEE! All of us went there, queued up like civillized men, but grabbed the coffee and sugar like barbarians, haha! Utusan Melayu even snapped some picture of Sookie, Miko and other girls! The coffee was real good! No wonder their coffee is so popular even though they are so expensive! It is the brand that keeps people coming. It's a pride for those who drink coffee in Starbucks, according to Vincent. But it is a fact that their service is first c...

16 Dec Today's session probably was the most boring session of all! Gosh, I was bored to death! A lot of newcomers today, but too bad didn't managed to meet them and break the ice. Fish brought her friend as promised. Shocked me, an MBSian showed up today, I forgot his name. Ming Yen's friend Vincent was one of them, got to know that Beatrice is interested in him, haha! Well he does look cool! Those who joined us at 9 Dec are required to attend an orientation like we had on the 4 and 5 Dec, we call them the newbies. We Old-bies have to go to the Berjaya University to have our session with the BOH old-bies. The class was terribly dull because we were doing the P.O.S. thingy again, while the BOH guys were practising pepperoni topping. I look so silly in this hair net and apron! All of them! Pepperon-ated! Back to zero! For pizza! Grr! I just can't stand the long-winded lecture by Mr. G! Btw, sorry that I said something that offended the others, touched on sensitive issues...

15 Dec 4 new guys joined us today! Amos, the chinese guy who does not speak Mandarin, Fish, the chinese (pretty) girl who does not speak at all (she speaks lah, not English loh)! We have 2 Thai today, Fauziah and Rohani (Both Muslims), sawadeekap! So excited to know them. Amos was the first I met, talked to him. At least he talks, it's okay because today's his first day here. Fish was kinda hard one. She doesn't smile and doesn't talk! I actually had to use half of my day just to break the ice. Well, she's good! I thought she's new but she's better than me! Especially the serving part! She could actually carry the tray properly and full with confidence! Haha, sorry for, you know, being annoying and such kehpo. Yup, I have to admit, she's really good! And of course, PRETTY! Well, both the Thais are degree graduates. Here in Malaysia to study. I think they must be really good to be able to study out of country. They can speak good English, real good one. T...

14 Dec Grr! There goes my alarm! Annoying! I just don't wanna wake up! Off to UTAR this time. They have an Open Day in PJ Campus. Ben asked me to go. Go lah, for my sake anyway. We reached there at around 10.30 a.m. which allowed us to go for the "Foundation" talk. We gathered so much information we want for our foundation study there. Then we went to collect information on Engineering. The Engineering in Electronic and Communication drew my attention and gave me a dilemma whether to take E&E or E&Comm. Ben is interested in Applied Mathematics and Actuarial Science. So a nice treat by Peng Wah (Ben's father, biological one), we went for the talk on Applied Maths and Actuarial Science. Actually we went for the Engineering talk also, which actually discouraged me a little. But I guess I'll stick to my plan. Engineers, according to the lecturer, we can have a good starting pay but for long term we can't be a millionaire, and we have to work our ass off! W...

Well I'm on my way home after helping my father to take his medicines which is left in my grandmother's house now. Something is playing in my mind now. I have this strange feeling in me now, I'm gonna die real soon. Yea, I don't know but I just know. I have a lot of things to say you know, still a lot more things to do after my death. I just wanna say a few words, please listen, just do this simple thing for me will do. Just a few sentence: I want a simple funeral, get me a church, baptize me before the funeral if I'm not baptized. I hope my father, mother, sister, wife and children can be baptized and saved by Lord Jesus, but please do not force them, let them have a genuine relationship with God. Donate all my usable organs. Burn my body, don't bury. Let my parents take care of my properties. If I'm married, half of it to my wife, 1 quarter to my children, the rest to my parents(If my parents are not alive, my parents' portion, half to charity, half to...