Even as I'm writing this, I am so tempted to pretend everything is alright going on in me. As this may be read by people, a great part of me wants to pretend that everything is going alright. But if I am to be real, I need to stop pretending that I am okay with all that comes crashing on me. I think I've been told so many times that I should keep my anger and pride in check, I begin to believe that I have no right to feel angry. I must put up the kind, compassionate, gentle side of me even when within me, my anger rages. I'm supposed to swallow all the "unloading" people give me. Why does it feel like I am constantly the one who is at fault: that I'm not gentle enough, not respectful enough, not humble enough, not wise enough, not compassionate enough? That I must be gentle, be wise, be respectful, even when I am accused, wronged and misunderstood? Why? Do I have no right to express the first emotion that comes to me? Do I have no right to be hap...
Time just dashed right before me, especially when I get so caught up in the actions in life, I hardly have time to stop, reflect and record.Yet so much has happened in the past 4 months: places I've traveled, people I've met, things I've experience. It's time to count all my blessings. 1. Sabah, Land Under the Wind I was extremely excited for this trip. While it may not be out of the country, but it's certainly my first vacation after nearly 2 years as a working adult. To be able to save enough to afford a getaway is by itself a great testimony of God's great abundance in my life. Sabah was unforgettable. Even trying to recall the experience 4 months ago was enough to captivate my heart again. Her beautiful nature, breath-taking scenery, wonderful people and generous food portion stole my heart for the place. Especially Kundasang, the doorway to Mount Kinabalu. I've lived in the city for far too long, the idea of waking up to painting-like moun...
11 Dec Sob! Injection! Gosh, imagine that long, sharp needle poke through your skin and those unknown liquid is forced into your bloodstream! Haha! I have no fear at all, when I was young I probably will. Woke up at 7.30 a.m. today. Just felt so reluctant to wake up today, laziness started to work within me. After breakfast with my mum, she got me to "Pusat Kesihatan Dewan Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur" a.k.a DBKL Clinic. I had a hard time looking for the place to do the injection, I utterly ran around the place. At last I found the place and they required me to fill in a form. (Forms, forms, forms, no wonder we can't cut down on paper usage, government huh!) I submitted the form along with my photo and paid my RM21. This is the first time I see a government department that work so efficiently, in less than 20 minutes everything including the injection. You know why? There was only 3 people waiting for the injection. Okay, government won this time. The injection wasn't hard ...
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