Fear to love
Dear God my listener, Today’s PA, again it was terribly boring. I slept through the whole period. Towards the end of the class, I jumped awake and ran off. Jude came by and asked me a question :" Why are boys so ego?" I smiled and replied :"Because God created girls too!" Ego? Am I? Perhaps I am. How much would anyone else know, behind those smiles has a hidden silence, deadly lonesome? No one, I think. How long has it been, I really mean it when I said “I love you”? 1 and a half years ago, probably. Oh ya, hehe, I’ve never really told my second girl friend “I love you” Yet, how much do I love? I’m confused. Every lonely night that I flip through my phonebook, and find no one that I would call, no one that can listen to the every tear that drip from the very edge of my eyes. I’m confused. Note that I’m lonely, yet could not seem to find anyone, any girl to be specific, that would be intimate to me. I know every girl in school, I can put on a smile on e