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Fear to love

Dear God my listener, Today’s PA, again it was terribly boring. I slept through the whole period. Towards the end of the class, I jumped awake and ran off. Jude came by and asked me a question :" Why are boys so ego?" I smiled and replied :"Because God created girls too!" Ego? Am I? Perhaps I am. How much would anyone else know, behind those smiles has a hidden silence, deadly lonesome? No one, I think. How long has it been, I really mean it when I said “I love you”? 1 and a half years ago, probably. Oh ya, hehe, I’ve never really told my second girl friend “I love you” Yet, how much do I love? I’m confused. Every lonely night that I flip through my phonebook, and find no one that I would call, no one that can listen to the every tear that drip from the very edge of my eyes. I’m confused. Note that I’m lonely, yet could not seem to find anyone, any girl to be specific, that would be intimate to me. I know every girl in school, I can put on a smile on e...

Graduation

Hmm, here goes another batch. Haih, I was sitting down there last year, now, here I’m standing on the stage to send the younger and the elder batch away. Here comes Christmas, all memories will be one year old soon. What have I achieved this year? Nothing? Something? What? I’ve wasted so much time when the time of end is drawing near. Souls are not saved, yet I’m sitting down here, wasting my time Facebook-ing. Satan sure has his way to draw me away. But I know, He, LORD Jesus is near. I will stand firm, and do what I am supposed to do in the very very beginning. To worship Him. What have I achieved this year? Worked outside my family’s supervision Conquered Bukit Takun Taken up Form 6 Became class monitor Became an Asst. Scouter (partial failure) Became an Asst. Rover Mate Tried Roller Coaster (and got addicted to it) Brought 3 sheep back to the LORD (glory to God alone) Became Hospitality Director of Chapel Committee (by His grace) O...

Food!

Alright, food is always my passion. Haha, even though I don’t really mind what I’m eating, but I like the satisfactory I get when I’m full, and also the sleepy, dizzy mode you have after you eat. (I’ll run towards it whenever there’s free food!) We all need food. Bread, rice, malt, barley or whatever form or taste or state it exists. It provides us energy to continue our daily life and to keep our body running. That’s physical food. We exists also in spirit, therefore we need spiritual food. Deuteronomy 8:3 He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. And where do we find these spiritual food? Of course, the Word of God, the Holy Bible . But how come when we always crave for KFC, McDonalds, Secret Recipe and all, some of us (including me) feels reluctant to take spiritual food regularly? Because ...

Surrogates

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Imagine that one day, our souls can be transferred into a machine made of steels. It keeps you safe from accidents, impacts and gunshots. Your body damaged? Just change another body! You can be anyone you want to be. You can be a hot girl with big b oo bs , or a tough masculine guy with six packs, even when you’re a big fat obese patient. You can feel, you can touch, but you wont feel pain, just plain pleasure. How much do you want a life like that? Surrogates tells you all about this kinda life. Not satisfied with what God has given you? You don’t want to be “Cursed is the ground because of you;        through painful toil you will eat of it        all the days of your life.” [Genesis 3:17] nor you want “By the sweat of your brow        you will eat your food        until you return to the ground,    ...