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So I decided to take on this journey on foot to Canaanland Bookstore about 2km from home. I really want to experience for once again walking and journeying with God. I used to have so much joy walking home with the Lord I when I first accepted Christ. I would just keep talking to Him along the way and I would feel so secured and loved by Him. I want to experience that again. I wasn't suppose to have a direction. All my life I always have a place to go with a direction, without it I wouldn't leave my home at all. And having a direction and destination, I would put my whole focus getting there. I would not stop to window shop nor make a detour to explore something entirely out of my plan. If I truly want God to lead me, then I shouldn't have one. I shouldn't even have enough money in my wallet. But yet I'm so abundantly secured. I've got a backpack with a bottle of water, an extra T-shirt, a sunblock and face-towel in it. I have about RM100 in my wallet and 2

Proud, arrogant, self-centered and a narcissist. I care too much about what others think of me. Really. Because if I don't, I wouldn't have to do so much to prove my own identity.  Uncle Jacky had it right today. I'm one of those who seek my own identity in others, hence I try so hard to prove my self-worth.  A part of me struggle so hard to get to God and a bigger part of me tries to jeopardize it. Worse still I'm trying to reach God the wrong way.  I thought serving CF would help me grow spiritually. After all, it's CF. It's God's work, I couldn't have fall far right? But weeks after weeks of serving I'm just so weak. Joy turns into sorrow; distance draws miles apart from Him. It's so weird when serving God doesn't seem to draw me closer to Him. I'm asked to empty myself and examine myself, what am I willing to lose to draw near to Him? I thought to myself, "No, I don't think you understand the position I'

I'm not really one for nostalgia, but I did something unusual tonight. I brought this home! Tada! These are the little things inside!  Let's start from this! The oldest of all the things inside. I got this about May or June 2012, I can't recall correctly. But this means so much to me cause it was written by USM KKj Christian Fellowship's crew of graduated seniors! I shall go down to detail one by one! --- Joash Mock, Your passion and fire in serving the LORD is truly amazing and I thank GOD for sending you to this campus. Keep up the awesome work and continue to bless others as how GOD has blessed you. Take care and GOD Bless! ~Clement C.~ --- Dear Joash, The AWESOME junior that I ever met in this campus. With strong choleric chracter, I believe you can be a great leader in God's kingdom. Continue to seek His words and let the Holy Spirit to guide you in anything you do. Always remember the key to be Christ like is to love and hum