*+_Praise † Grace_+*

If I’m an artist, the sky is my painting board, Praises I will paint to the every atmosphere.  If I’m a singer, my soul is my loudspeaker, Mercy I will sing every step I take.  If I’m a runner, Your Word is my feet, Truth I will run, every pace rooted in You.  If I’m an engineer, My Lord is my stairway, Reconciliation I will build upon the Cornerstone builders rejected.  If I’m a doctor, Your blood is my medicine, Wounds I will heal to the deepest of the heart.  If I’m a sinner, Your resurrection is my death. New creation I will be to the end of eternity.  If I’m just myself, You are my pursuit and love, You alone I will love, with all my heart, my mind, my strength and my soul.

=/ how can I put them in words? O God, the power You put in me, the capability that many would envy, sometimes I wish I do not possess them. So many people are putting their hopes and expectation on me, and what I fear, I'm only mere human who needs You so badly, will fail and disappoint them. I'm not gonna pretend I'm tough and invincible, simply because I'm not. I wish You did not choose me to be capable of bearing the cross and drink that cup. It is simply not my will to do anything. But my will is not my own Lord. Even Jesus, who was going to be prosecuted, to be nailed onto the cross, submitted to Your will. He asked for that cup to be removed from Him, yet He drank it all. [ Luke 22:42 , Matthew 26:42 ] I'm in a better state than He was, I guess I have no reason to run away from this responsibility You put in me even before I was born. I'm proud to say You are my Lord, I wanna make you proud of me as You would to many other people. Hence, it is not really ...