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XEE Day 2 Today my bag and my body feels lighter. With my sunglasses and my MP3 Player on, joyfully I marched towards school. It seems that I've arrived earlier than I'm supposed. Checking through Karen Phang's homework [my school teacher let me check her homework, eh hehe!], William joins in the wait for door. Zi Sheng is kinda worried about his Maju Logbook due this Saturday. So many things going through my mind. Secondhand Serenade playing through my mind, my heart was burdened, but I shall remove it because this is gonna be my turning point! Enough is enough, no point crying over a person who does not wipe your tears. Instead of thinking of her, perhaps I should focus on people who will come before Jesus and let Him wipe their tears. Started off with singspiration led by Johnathan, we launched our day with the second part of the Gospel story. Dealing with sin, there's much for me to deal with. Days ago I was struggling, exactly how?! XEE tells me, "No, you can

XEE day 1 Holding my Gospel Stories outline, my heart struggles. Who am I gonna encounter today? What's gonna happen? My mind blanks, with nothing about the Gospel Stories playing in my mind. The last time I shared the Gospel, was like 6 months ago. Rusted, covered by secret struggles in my heart, a heart that I cannot bear to look upon it. Have been ignoring His voice for quite some time, now I decided to heed His call to be back as a trainer this time, perhaps its another 360 degree turning point in my life. I met Shearn and Lydia, my trainees under William as facilitator. What? I'm supposed to share the full outline for the first Connect Activity [A session where we go out into the street and share the Gospel with strangers]? Shivering, a deep breath, I share the full outline with Kenny [CA Team trainee], with the outline guide in my hands. CA 1 is done, next, we need to find the next prospect for CA 2. One student from SM Confucian. William:"Hi, do you speak English?&q

What's the best thing of the day?! MID-TERM EXAM ENDS!!!!! Last paper was the (screwed up) Chemistry Paper II!!! This exam? The exam that I have totally lost confidence. Not that I can't answer it, it's that I just can't feel God's presence with me this time. Perhaps I'm still running away from Him? I don't know, I just want to go home! Holiday plan? ASSASSIN'S CREED!!!!