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So, since many asked, here's my plan hereafter: May 29 --------- Final Year Project (FYP) Submission June 11 --------- FYP Viva June 12, 15 ----- Final Exam June 19-July 3 - Social Work Exposure and Embracement Program (SWEEP) @ Kuching, Sarawak July 7 ----------- Internship under Pastor Matthew @ Li Xin Baptist Church, Penang Aug ------------- Camp Cameron 2015 Helper Sept ------------- Jobless ~~~ Although I'm tired of people keep asking the same question, but I'm really glad they did, simply because they care for me, and I am loved. Honestly, I'm annoyed by the question because I am afraid. The foggy obscurity of life beyond university is frightening, I will not deny that. I can have so many plans and I can have so much more failures. It's more frightening because I really want to live according to His will and His direction. But the thing is, He doesn't always break open the Heaven and yell right at me with His majestically thunderou...

Jesus on the Boat: A New Perspective

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On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, “Let us go across to the other side.” And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him.  Mark 4:35-36 ESV v36 says Jesus was on the boat when he suggested to cross the lake. It is interesting to know that Jesus didn't finish his work. He didn't leave the place then the crowd was gone. Instead he left while there were still unfinished work. As a human Jesus needed rest, which explains why he was asleep in the boat later. But he didn't choose to rest after he had done all his work: healing the sick, feeding the poor, teaching the lost. Instead, he retreated to rest. What if God is asking me to rest? While I feel that I have left His work incomplete, God is asking me to retreat and let Him take care of the rest. What if God is telling me that this is not my work but his? That the responsibility falls on Him, not me. And that He will see that it is done Hi...