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Farewell Liu Kwai Chong, if God wills, we shall meet again. Thank you for everything you brought me. (My tribute to Kwai Chong on MBSLoop) Sadly I lost the memory of my first meeting with him. Since everyone tell good things about him, let me tell you what not-so-good things he taught me. He's bad. He smokes in front of the youngster, and takes out another cigarette when you tell him not to. (See the attached picture) He's bad. He scared the heck out of me with his ghost stories during Karak Observation Camp in 2005. I did not dare to pee alone at that raining night. He's bad. He made me carry heavy stuffs and carry out heavy duty all the time. His favourite:" AH Mock Kar Wai ah, lei hui bong ngor (You Go Help Me) ..." made me hard to refuse to help. He's bad. He made me stand in front of everyone and talk even though I don't want it. It's so embarassing standing in front of everyone with my broken language. Worse, he asked me to sing and teach people

Well, just finished my homework. Not really, but at least my Maths T Probability, because it's a topic I love! Browsing blogs, visiting blogs I often visit but not for the past few weeks. Read Josaiya's and Abby's blog. Haih...all I could do was sighing. I felt so...indescribable but at the same time, I'm glad that we're not meant to be. It's a comfort to see Josaiya loves her so so so much, way better than I could have given her. It's a comfort to see her happily and loved. It's a comfort...at least my tears are warm...

I'm sure you guys already heard what happened to Metro Tablenacle. Just for the record, it was firebombed and set on fire by a group of unknown youth then later another attempt on Catholic Church of Assumption in PJ. The internet, the newspaper and the TV news are bombarding this. My fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, take courage and pray! We're in the midst of persecution here, but fear not, for Christ our LORD is with us. He said :" Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you , that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. " [Matthew 5:44-45] Let us pray for their forgiveness and for our own. Judge not, that your Father in Heaven will not judge you. Watch, guard, persevere and pray! Christ our LORD is coming! You are seeing the signs!

=) 4th day of 2010, only then I tell you about my another year, haha! Though one year has passed since the last poem I wrote for her, yet she's the one I missed the most. Yea, she's doing great! Way better without me! It's 2010, yet I still seemed to be living in 2008. 2009 was like living in self-deception, other than the part with Christ Jesus. She's the one I love most, and it remained that way. Haha, Joash, let's get movin'! A great year ahead! STPM is coming, but Joash is still loitering blindly not knowing where he's going. Pray along, that he will not lost in the midst of his confusion. Hey Jude! It's time to come back I guess! CBC misses you! LOADS!!! Here I come 2010, you aren't a big deal for me. If God is for me, who is against me?! [Romans 8:31]

Perhaps many of us are not atheist, they do believe in god, sometimes/most of the time, gods. Some claimed to have followed a righteous way of life. Consider this, you did not kill, you did not steal, you did not rob, you did not rape, done nothing really wrong. You did everything a good man does, but one day God came to you and told you that you can't inherit Heaven, what would happen to you? In Jesus' time, there was a rich young man who came to Jesus and asked the question many would ask:"what must I do to inherit eternal life?" [Mark 10:17]. Jesus told him:"You know the commandments: ' Do not murder , do not commit adultery , do not steal , do not give false testimony , do not defraud , honor your father and mother .'" [Mark 10:18] This rich young man replied:"all these I have kept since I was a boy." [Mark 10:20] At this point, many would think Jesus' reply would be:" Well, you will indeed inherit eternal life!", just as