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1 Conrithians 1:27-29 [ 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him. ] A month, it's as long as a month that I last did my quiet time. I was so filled with arrogance, self-confidence, I thought I can just go on without spending much of my time with Him. My life was in a total mess since then, in fact, it was a total mess from the very beginning. I doubted, therefore my prayers were not answered. I was so arrogant, He couldn't put His eyes on all the shameful things I did. But He never abandoned me, not even once. Instead, there was always His gentle voice whispering:" Come back my son, talk to Me!" Yet, I prayed insincerely, as morning prayers was not more than just a daily routine for me. I have to drag myself there, and

Human's love, It fails. It comes out of desire. Out of conditions. Unfaithful. Unconsistent, it's like you're pulling "Love me not" petals. God's love, It never fails. Love you for you are who you are. Unconditional. He's faithful, for He loves you even if you failed Him miserably. Consistent, you'll find His love for you, 24/7. And we take His love for granted, just as I do...... P.s. I'm not critisizing anyone or anything(Cuz I did the same thing to Him), but something happened just stabbed my heart hard enough, I couldn't bear. Then, there was a voice, reminded me of Him, and all of sudden, I felt sorry for Him. He was waiting all the while, so I'll love Him just as I loved the person. He said:"I love you Son, I'm here waiting for you to come back." I just wanna lay my love on Him now, for He has done all the things for me just as I for her......

He came to tell you the truth, But you humiliated Him instead. He came to save you, But you turned away instead. He bent down to heal you, But you whipped Him instead. He laid His hands to heal you, But you injured Him instead. He opened His arm wide for you, But you crucified Him instead. On the cross, He suffered for our sake, But you teased at Him instead. He wash our sins away, By His blood, But you do not believe. What have you done for Him? To Him?